Stadium No 1

My first impression of unemployment was: This is total freedom! I felt great. I spent the first two weeks recovering from my pretty bad work experiences. I got back the sleep I missed, time to spend with friends and family and finally to enjoy Zurich will full attention again. After rehab, which included a three weeks lasting trip to the States, I started to realize that nothing is planned out for the future at all. And that was pretty scary. Usually you are bored with daily business and kind of numbed by your routine. Someone had pulled the infusion pipe with my daily drugs called work, stress, phone calls, earphones, noise, tiredness and a lag of sleep. When I was working still, all I wished for were some relaxed days in the sun, a bunch of hours to do whatever I want. Now I got all that, but I guess as soon as you have too much of something, you don't appreciate it anymore. The only craving I had, was for any reason to get up in the morning.